Niteflirt down

Niteflirt is down, has been since Monday. I plan on hanging tight and riding the storm out. The beta site is up where you can see it but no calls can get through... hit me on yahoo @ lilithmission or dominaxandra@gmail and I will work something out with you.
meanwhile... I got a job today. MAJOR... I know!
I feel great and am sleeping better than i have in years... literally!

Someone's life is about to change!

feeling better

i'm feeling better. i think i look better. i dropped 22 lbs in 2 weeks, gotta love diuretics!

Alaska… it should have been an adventure.

I set off on my journey to the last frontier with wide eyes and immense hope. During the flight I was restless and uncomfortable. The flight was 4 ½ hrs long and as the end of my trek neared, I went to the lavatory. When I opened the door to exit, I realized I didn’t feel well at all.
Soon after I landed and jen picked me up at baggage claim.
The next day, I felt lousy but did trek out with jen to pick up a few things and take a drive along a lovely highway, right next to the mountains. We stopped for a quick photo op and it was beautiful.


Days passed and I felt worse. I felt like I couldn’t catch a breath. The swelling in my ankles was ridiculous and soon moved up to my abdomen. Though in my mind, I was just bloated, and all of this was because I am heavier than I’ve ever been in my life.
I was scared I wouldn’t make it out of there alive. I knew I couldn’t get on a plane in the condition I was in but minimized it all…. Telling myself I was just a chubby girl with panic attacks and if I went to the ER, they’d just laugh and tell me so.
My concern, turned to fear slowly. I let it go another 6 days before Fri. the 25th. As I twisted and tossed in bed, I realized that if I didn’t do something, jen would find me in my bed the next morning, dead.
I got dressed and called her cell from the living room at 3am and said, I need to go to the hospital. She dressed quickly and we were out of there in less than 5 minutes.
After checking my vitals, they brought a wheelchair and took me right back.
I was a very sick girl. I had a few issues, which are none of your business or I’d tell them here.
I spent several days in the hospital and had excellent care. I am feeling better and back in California where I plan to stay for some time.