censored!

hopefully, i got all the ads down in time.
 i left the pics i think arent too graphic..

adult content

got an email from blogger.
no more adult content.
or advertising adult sites.
i must pill adult content or lose the blog altogether.
and i have til june 30.
wow. 3 whole days.
to censor 5 years of my life.
bad form google!
time to move.

get lucky!

i have recently become the luckiest girl on the planet.
weird for me. but i love it!

i had to attend a charity event.
my bosses charity.
it was a poker tournament.
texas hold em.
never even played regular poker.
sj went with me. but
she was anxious to get out of there.
so she did. and i advanced to the next table.
and the next.
and the next.

and then i was at the final table with 7 other people.\
and i stayed until the last hand. and i lost it.
so i placed 2nd. cool.
won cash.  cool
my boss is hella impressed. she is 72 and today when she spoke to me she said
"that was so cool to watch" very cool!
i think i might play poker again sometime.

Supermoon 13

Before the fall

I try to search for patterns.

In food, conversation, sleep. 

Hoping I will find something.

Something. Anything that will help her. 

It doesn't find me. 

It's so random it's critical. 

I have noticed one pattern.

There's always noticeable improvment before a decline.
:(

Lost Sunday

I spent the day In the wind.

Pensive. 

Irritable. 

Kiss me.

watch the hours flare, push the throddle