open your mind

this is funny and bloody brilliant IMO. the link was sent to me by mr blood.
open your mind and enjoy...

weekend service

whats more fun than putting a favorite pet in pink panties (beneath his clothes) and parading him round the town where he grew up. haha! so many ways to make him SURE hes about to be exposed!

i had the pleasure of a servant this past weekend. m~ is no stranger, as i have had almost daily contact with him since we began communication via email in 1999. we met physically in memphis in 2001 and have tried to get together at least once a year since. i wasnt able to make every trip he offered, but i have enjoyed a few lovely destinations. we always have a marvelous, wicked-good time. this time was no exception. i felt great and revelled in having total control over him in the flesh once again. hypnosis, humiliation and corporal discipline.
i am on fire!

...

"like a bird without a nest
like a stranger in the night
and my soul cries out for rest
and the end is not in sight."
ARA

poison

i feel good and good things are happening for me. yet..... i harbor so much loathing for another human that it cant be good. it has to hinder or hold me back... because its seething poison.

suggestions appreciated.

i love joan jett

and perhaps i have a wee bit of a crush. shes a sexy straight up dude!

whats next?

i feel my time with tootie coming to a close. not because of her or i, but outside forces make it inevitable. i have loved living here, in this beautiful place. where ive had time to breathe and think and be... me.
nonetheless... ive been doing tootie studies with photography recently and had been working on some of her sculptures before that.
if you havent put it together, tootie has alzheimers. a disease that is CRIMINAL in its destruction of the mind. unbelieveable. ask me. ive been in the trenches with tootie for just short of a year.

i dont know what i'll do next.
i will say i miss domination. terribly.
xoxo ~x

ready!

wow. one more day and he will be here. i still cant believe it. im so overwhelmed with emotion already. so grateful that its all coming about. so happy for sj and zed. they deserve to know each other.
zac talked about feeling so weird and she reminded him... "you are your mothers son" no one will understand them like they will each other. my babies and i carry more than odd physical traits.

one airline ticket...................xxx dollars
fridge full of dude food ............xxx dollars
seeing both your babies together.....priceless


i cant wait to see them together. and to spend some time with both of them. *sigh* my cup runneth over.

niteflirt

lots going on on nf lately. new listings, cam shows, foot and amazing ass worship pics.

but do i look good?

facebook, sad news and questions

i found a nephew on fb, forwarded the link to sj, who added and then spoke to him. it seems there was a suicide in the family.
can you be thinking of anyone else when you follow through and eat a bullet? leaving your brains on the wall doesnt seem like you were thinking of anyone but yourself. i guess a suicide always leaves you with questions and an all around icky feeling. i just feel shitty 10 different ways. im still shakin my head.

so as is the ritual here.
RIP David Eddins