i found a nephew on fb, forwarded the link to sj, who added and then spoke to him. it seems there was a suicide in the family.
can you be thinking of anyone else when you follow through and eat a bullet? leaving your brains on the wall doesnt seem like you were thinking of anyone but yourself. i guess a suicide always leaves you with questions and an all around icky feeling. i just feel shitty 10 different ways. im still shakin my head.
so as is the ritual here.
RIP David Eddins
