pussy!

smart, funny, talented.
and if you dont think shes adorable after this...
youre a bitch

google for gaga!

"Some women choose to follow men, and some women choose to follow their dreams. If you're wondering which way to go, remember that your career will never wake up and tell you that it doesn't love you anymore"


— Lady Gaga

i was alive and i waited for this....

rip em down

aint wastin time no more.....

whether its along the fence or through the wires,

clayton has a beautiful landscape for a suburban nightmare!

we're like tigers in a cage

what grabs you by the throat in the middle of the night;
wakes you from the deepest sleep and
shakes you to your core?
it's what you didnt say,
what you didnt do.

i feel like im
putting off the inevitable
im not certain what i should be doing
i have an idea.
but its only an idea.


"up with the sun
gone with the wind
she always said i was lazy
leavin my home
leavin my friends
runnin when things get too crazy................"


wheeling il..... 1982
trisha and i were driving down milwaukee avenue and spotted a long haired man with his thumb out.
he looked like bob seger with glasses. i remember taking him to a bar, doris' treetop lounge!
hey did we fuck that guy?
one summer afternoon

my cool nebraska guy...

smathy turned me on to this sunday. cant get it out of my head.

that didnt last long...

something ends,
something begins...
last night i check my gmail after running round all weekend.
i had a fetlife alert.
i never go there but being newly servant-free....
i go to look
and what i find is very interesting... and interested.
so.... after much chat and a lovely phone conversation.
i have a date friday that i'm pretty excited about.
thanks to R for stickin a fork in it or i'd have not noticed this!

no big thing

my load is lighter.
i can move forward freely.
that feels good.

i hate when people think they know you based on the limited information youve given them.
*I* will always surprise!
its my nature to fascinate.
im gonna move, groove, dominate.
devastate and obliterate.

i feel great.
i love my job.
i love the cash, i wont deny.
things couldnt be better.
i feel like i can breathe again.
i wont be so quick to embrace another human.
i think if i dont get caught up in human drama...
my creative side would have room to.... take root...

every picture tells a story, dont it?

 Mommy

Domina

and still your Deity.

woodpecker

you were the extreme.
the wildest,
most fun thing id seen.
little purple pucks...
and when i knew better
there you were.
you gave me no choice
but to love you
you certainly werent going anywhere




im sorry i didnt respond to your apology.
heres what i wouldve said.
it wasnt just you, i was at fault too.
isnt she beautiful!
shes the best of us both..
i'm sorry too.
thanks wood,
peace.
i'll always love you.

id beg your help now.
shes lost and shes cold
we did it i know
shes smart
but shes alone.

ive no illusions youll read this 
but it helps me, you see.