Sandradust revisited.

Ive stayed open and stayed present, tried to connect and engage. However it appears that I am drawn to people who cannot commit… to me.

The past decades relationships are all married or in a ltr. So they can commit.

not only do I hve the newfound guilt of my latest obsession… there’s this little epiphany.



Do I subconsciously push people away or not really want them in the first place?

your last look forever

so so so blind

plant your love and let it grow

chainsaw

it isnt because "i abhor you"
i want to make you scream
fuck you with a chainsaw
and taunt you as you bleed

rip out your insecurity
and shoot it in your vein
combust you from the inside out
and leave nothing but a stain