unburied treasure

the toy case and the toy bag are back in my capable hands.
we disbursed the garage yesterday.
theres things i dont ever remember seeing
pulled from every corner of every closet in that huge house.
today im off to try and get 3 rooms ready for our return.
i can smell drama coming from the crazy females. (isnt that an oxymoron like, stupid men?)
im glad to be going back. no apartment. not residence inn,
no hotel every weekend unless i just want it!

put on your shades cause ill be dancin in the flames

my recent stint in hosptial made me angry and frustrated,
but not afraid, not for a moment.
i knew it was hard on the people that love me.
over a month later, after talking to themes.
i find they thought i wouldnt make it.
what the hell?
am i that cocky?
in some instances.
as a dominant. yes.
as a woman
and as a seductress.
being the wise one. the optomist.
yes!
there are few better, wiser, sexier, naturally dominant, more beautiful and better than me!

its time.

Moving back to Clayton
All the kings men couldn't put Faye's house,
Back like it was.
So I will strive for better than ever.
" no man steps into the same river twice..."
Right?
So much to do. So many curve balls.
Where the fuck is my bat?
I have many plans for this 51st year.
Tahoe in feb. noVa in April. Yosemite with zac for Mother's Day.
Dental work. ugh! and learn to play the harmonica... And that's just the first half.
No more waiting for the moons white fire kisses....
I gotta move.

this bitch!

Found this gem in my phone.

its me

This dominant woman will not chase you down and drag you cave man style. You're the bitch in this effort and I want complete (sexual) surrender. The details of your life can be worked out. I am an intelligent and reasonable woman. I have an understanding of this dynamic you likely do not possess. This is my arena.
If you've been fortunate enough to have an audience with me and I didn't run you down afterwards, it's possible I was waiting to hear from you. Those dicks really do make you stupid. Don't they?

Rosebud!

i love urethral play. but the chance doesnt often present itself.
this is a rosebud sound. id never seen them. very long rods. small bullet at the tip.
deep. intense. very cool.

CENSORED

nowhere to run

well into this first week of the new year
and im feeling somewhat human.
i do not feel back 100% yet
after the nasty infection that set me back. ugh
im so ready to feel beter than ever.
i am so impatient with myself.
spent the majority of my weekend driving
or in a hotel room. alone. weirdo.
i had to get a room,. to get away from the room,
i didnt want a crappy room after being at residence
so i stayed at the hilton. i stay there alot.
now theyve pissed me off...
until we are back in the house
i need to find a new escape..