When

When did I get so guarded? When did my opinions change so drastically? When did all of you become way more annoying than necessary? When did food start making me feel like garbage and become such a major fucking issue? 

connections in kinkville

I am so not here right now. So much happening I don't want to share.

I am perfect. Happier than ever. 

Though I am me. I always want more. And I wil have it. Eventually. 

I did have the most brilliant update on a pair from the past who I never dreamed I'd get the dish on. I sat listening with the biggest smile thinking, "I am the luckiest girl in the universe." Tis true.

I freaking love the Bay Area. It has the most random connections. Especially in kinkville! 

beneath my booted heel

make me blush

the end is not in sight

yea, i am not writing.
its not that i dont have 300 riveting details to reveal.
i just dont want you to know. or you either, and especially not you.

im back on the phone lines.
ive been test driving a new boy.
ive been painting
reading
watching netflix and dvds.
and communing  with the stars
every night.
 i want the dark prince to show me something.... anything.
i hate when people are too scared to move.