Kidney stones.

Again. 4th one since I've been in California. 4 years. Now one a year.may not sound like a lot. But... Unless you've pushed a rock through your urinary tract. You couldn't even imagine. This has been a day of pain unlike the prior stones. Cold sweats and intense pain. I feel like a ripper victim being slow tortured.

Bloody fuck me. 

It'll pass. More water. More lemon juice. More olive oil. 

My health is good. Since I don t listen to doctors tell me I'm fucking dying. I've been great. 2 yrs now. Fuck them! 

I refuse to listen to that shit ever again. And I'll use them  need them. But I don t suspect I will. I'll be around way longer than any of you. 

lust for life

I'm not blue.

watercolor, my new fave thing. Sadly you must be still to do it. Not my strong suit.