good day

once i let go of all the docs calling, and refused to let it jam me up, i realized i felt quite good.

did about 7 mins of yoga ( not to mention getting up and down, which was a feat) which is more than i was able to do last tie when i couldnt even lie on the mat. it felt good. think im ready to go get back on the stationary bike at the gym. joy!
i fonally feel free of the residuals of chemo.
naasty stuff. worse than cancer.
im thinking realistically about my particular circumstances.
no decisions.
just that i want to feel good!
enjoy life
and food and sex and social settings.
thanks for more!

It's back

It's taken me a few weeks for the news to fully settle in. It was only the markers up before but, the cancer has officially returned. 

Samantha wants me to do chemo again but, it started to grow back after 2 months last time. It just isn't worth the trade off. 

I prefer to ride it til the wheels fall off.