Monday, February 21, 2011

no problem here

random images from the last week.



monday

had an awesome relaxing weekend.
lots of laughter and sex.
i feel rejuvenated. ready for another week.
they fly by so quickly.
i set a deadline for moving on and today is the day.
i feel confident i've left that behind.
i have much to do this week. i'd like to get some new photos up and get set to do niteflirt again.
are you ready??

Saturday, February 19, 2011

quite

the chili peppers always make weird videos but this possibly is the weirdest .ever.

jim

the world on fire
a taxi from africa
the grand hotel
he was drunk
a big party last night
back going back
in all directions
sleeping these insane hours
i'll never wake up in a good mood again
i'm sick of these stinky boots
jdm

Thursday, February 10, 2011

i'm legal

ive been using cannabis off and on since 1975. i began using it for nausea in 09
since medical marijuana is legal in california, last week i visited a doctor and got legal myself.









the real fun was shopping!
there are names you know like maui wowie, white widow and purple kush and others you dont... trainwreck, grapefruit kush and XJ-32. the latter gives you a high flying buzz and an incurable case of munchies. i would not recommend this one. i got cookies, and hash drops and cannabutter chocolate dipped things.
best finds:
trainwreck for nausea
6 dose brownie to fuck you up!

Sunday, February 6, 2011

collision

first... ~heavy sigh~
so. yea. i dont know exactly how it hppened but i had one of those orgasms you read about and think theyre bullshit. you know... the i laughed i cried, mindbending thing.
well its fuzzy, but many elements collided in my mind and body and i came and couldnt stop. when i did, I seriously thought i was dying. in fact i repeated. "i think i'm dying." no exaggeration, 7 times. (possibly more) and i began to laugh or cry. i cant remember which came first. then i did the opposite. then the whole process took one more cycle until i was laughing with tears all over my face and wondering what the bloody hell happend. the best way i can explain it was.... collision.
i am certain i looked like a crazy woman.
my dick is nowhere in sight.
from 1-24

Thursday, February 3, 2011

out of time.............

dont try to console me.
im pissed
i dont understand your fucking god.
kylee.
good kid, sweet girl, devoted mom.
she made some bad choices but... havent we all.
me more than most.
life is hard when you feel no one *gets* you and you just HAVE to live YOUR life... huh babe?

lily is 4, jordan turned 2 last week.
kylee would be 27 on feb 8, 2011.
car accident mon afternoon. she hit a semi on austin peay hwy outside memphis.
witnesses say she died on impact.
those babies have been robbed. they will miss growing up with the awesome wonderfulness that was... fucking kylee shay.
now some douchelord drama queen is telling friends she committed suicide. i dont know him. but i messaged him and pointed out that if he knew KYLEE... he KNEW she wouldnt ever throw in the towel. she was a bitty thing, but she was a scapper. even fought samantha!! years ago, before they became friends.

you couldnt help but fall in love with kylee shay.. or say just her first name. ive always wanted to say them together.
kylee lived with sj and i after we returned to memphis from england.
we left memphis in 02 and moved on from everyone. then i reconnected with kylee in may 10. recently shed been going through some stuff and we began chatting and emailing.with some regularity
i am visibly shaken. sad kylee has passed and question why the fuck it had to be this way for her babies.
i only hope... her husband, joseph hankins feels the impact of his infidelity (resulting in separation just 4 weeks ago)
her facebook is littered with RIPs. with razzy jesus talk and youre in a better place bullfuckingshit. seriously. do people still believe that shit? i wanna comment.. are you sure? what eveidence have you that shes in a better place. and if indeed shes "looking down". could that be heaven? (powerless to aid in any way) if we saw the pain and struggles of our loved ones, i cant imagine anything more hellish

if she were my daughter... id want those babies. to raise them with a vivid memory of their mother and how she adored them. i just hope they have a good life and are happy. thats what kylee shay would want!
ignorant memphis fucks notwithstanding... i feel better.
im thinking about your babies sweet girl.
as long as i live
i will NEVER forget your smile!

xo ~x