im pissed
i dont understand your fucking god.
kylee.
good kid, sweet girl, devoted mom.
she made some bad choices but... havent we all.
me more than most.
life is hard when you feel no one *gets* you and you just HAVE to live YOUR life... huh babe?
lily is 4, jordan turned 2 last week.
kylee would be 27 on feb 8, 2011.
car accident mon afternoon. she hit a semi on austin peay hwy outside memphis.
witnesses say she died on impact.
those babies have been robbed. they will miss growing up with the awesome wonderfulness that was... fucking kylee shay.
now some douchelord drama queen is telling friends she committed suicide. i dont know him. but i messaged him and pointed out that if he knew KYLEE... he KNEW she wouldnt ever throw in the towel. she was a bitty thing, but she was a scapper. even fought samantha!! years ago, before they became friends.
you couldnt help but fall in love with kylee shay.. or say just her first name. ive always wanted to say them together.
kylee lived with sj and i after we returned to memphis from england.
we left memphis in 02 and moved on from everyone. then i reconnected with kylee in may 10. recently shed been going through some stuff and we began chatting and emailing.with some regularity
i am visibly shaken. sad kylee has passed and question why the fuck it had to be this way for her babies.
i only hope... her husband, joseph hankins feels the impact of his infidelity (resulting in separation just 4 weeks ago)
her facebook is littered with RIPs. with razzy jesus talk and youre in a better place bullfuckingshit. seriously. do people still believe that shit? i wanna comment.. are you sure? what eveidence have you that shes in a better place. and if indeed shes "looking down". could that be heaven? (powerless to aid in any way) if we saw the pain and struggles of our loved ones, i cant imagine anything more hellish
if she were my daughter... id want those babies. to raise them with a vivid memory of their mother and how she adored them. i just hope they have a good life and are happy. thats what kylee shay would want!
ignorant memphis fucks notwithstanding... i feel better.
im thinking about your babies sweet girl.
as long as i live
i will NEVER forget your smile!
