rough customers...

last night i get a call from samantha.
"you are fucking beautiful."
"huh"
"you are a good lookin motherfucker"
"what?"
"go to your computer"

So I do. I think perhaps she doesn't realize she's talking to her mom. She invites me to photoshare and has something urgent I should see.
She sends me several pictures of a woman who used to be a very close friend of mine. Judging from the photos, she has gone from the beauty she always was,just 3 years ago to an aged woman. Looking very old, rough and WOW. Perhaps illness has beset her. The change is inexplicable. She is younger than I am.

Last night, as most, I didnt sleep much and I thought of her, how drastically she had changed, how different she looks. What came to me is.... wearing karma on your face. For all the poison you put forth, it coming back and grabbing your face. OUCH.

So... loving my 47 year old face as I do. I'll post my most recent pics.