i have about 30 minutes before i leave for work. life is good, though it feels like there isnt enough of me to go round. this is a GOOD thing.
things seem to be lining up well for me. not perfectly; then it wouldnt be my life if there werent a snag or two to contend with.
so many things to touch on, they will spill out seemingly without order. there is none. only the chaos of my life holding my thoughts in until they are a jumbled mess.
i relapsed into a bit of self destruction. but caught myself quickly.
although i am finished with anal slut alex and our project is now defunct, i am not finished with rob.
i may die if i dont get this ring.

