Wednesday, December 14, 2011

five oh!

my birthday week was pretty amazing.
had a mini adventure with my kids.
got some really great gifts.
new stereo for the black bitch. 
lovely leather coat.
that fucking ring. (it only took a year)

there was some sadness and a little anxiety.
zac got a picture message from home that was quite disturbing .
he said he shouldve never seen it
i agree.
these folks are seriously disturbed.

i felt good. looked great and im happy
despite the memphis bleach leaagues attempts to disrupt zacs focus.
all he had to do was have fun.
i believe he did.
its funny how hes suprised at how i act, speak, even dress.
my, what has he been told?
i dont speak of them to him unless its a kind reference to his "family"
love it.
knew if i kept my mouth shut theyd hang themselves.
its fun to be right.

50 does feel a bit different.
perspective, attitude, philosophy are all affected by years and experience gained.
truth is i didnt think id see this birthday.neither did dr reinking
i feel good. maybe ive got another year?!