somedays it seems so odd to me how people love and protect their mothers. by the time i was 6 or 7, i realized my mother felt no connection to me. so i have never really felt one to her. makes me a stranger in strange land. i see it more everyday.
t times i want to ask her things (although i know she wouldnt respond)
when did you realize you odidnt like me? was it before i was born? the moment i was born?
do all these puzzle pieces mean i am insane..............? or you are?
i understand wanting to get rid of an accident. i get it but....did you really want to kill me?
did you really try?
at 6 weeks and 18 mos. ?
your mother must have really loved you, enough to do anything for you.
i would do anything! for my kids.
but ive never had the solid ground foundation that most do....
