I placed ads in the spring hoping to find
a particular type of submissive to train. I had immense hope. In an area this
size, surely there were many, eager submissives bursting with desire to please a
mature, confident, domina.
I spoke with over 200.
Lots of fetishists, married,
inexperienced or ashamed of their proclivities. Many had distance or schedules
that would make them unavailable to me or they faded out quickly. The majority
never made it out the door to meet.
I met 40. Most had little or no chemistry.
Sometimes on my side, sometimes on theirs.
I laid hands on 12. the ones I
might have enjoyed further were weekend warriors. Wanting playtime on the
weekend, after ignoring me all week. (an issue throughout this
project)
I was intimate with 2.
one I regret. The other was intense and amazing and i
would do it again even though it burned out way too quickly. ~XxL
0 wanted this for real in their
daily life. Its more of a
secret they keep from the rest of the world, indulge it and you become part of
the secret.
