happy new year! 2014. wow.
i worked through the holidays.
faye has had a decline and communication isnt what it was.
she mentions her mind being messed up almost daily.
its a fight to keep her out of bed in the daytime.
i suspect it is just because shes tired. shes 89 for fucks sake but,
it could be that she just doesnt want to do the wretched things i make her do...
like exercise, work puzzles, paint or walk.
every day a new adventure. right?
ive been painting more. because i enjoy it
and becuase its an excuse not to write.
but im feeling pulled...
im unhappy in my current "its complicated" relationship.
its bringing me down more than up.
i made a few resolutions.
i will share 2.
watchig carefully my sodium intake. and put my happiness before anyone elses. anyone.
