ive met someone.
we began chatting in 97.
off and on over the years.
distance, marriages, divorces.
we met in person last july.
we live 15 minutes apart.
he has a long time live in girlfriend.
i backed away. even though i was attracted.
but he kept on. and wore me down with his charm,
his genuine submission to me
and hes incredibly handsome.
he makes more time for me than any single guy ive met in california.
he makes me very happy...
and at times, the loneliest ive ever been.
