The truth

The pain is relentless today. When I opened my eyes at 6:02 it was there. 6 hours later it's still there. I feel defeated on days like this. When it has me. Hurting me and there is nothin I can do. I hold on. Ride it out and remember I can take a pain pill at 8 pm if I need to. . I wish I could show you how it feels to be alone and afraid . And physically being eaten from the inside. 

Tell me you love me now.