from aug 3rd
that monday morning landed me in the er
as it turns out i had an infection, increased ammonia levels and was completely delusional when they let me out of the hospital. i tried to tell the nurse. they only hear what insurance tells them to do i guess. so it took 2 days and alot of work to get back to ok and im still.... questioing .
delusions seem so real.
then i find out the meds i was on... dilaudid, cause delusions. gee thanks doc!
luckily in my upset... i ripped up the prescription for more of this medication.
i think it was the sanest move i made.... but i probabaly looked the craziest then.
i feel good today. i feel happy and grateful for the lovely people in my life. more bullshit to catch up on and then hopefully... i can paint tomorrow.
heard this gem on the radio the other day...
