your hands are cold but your lips are warm

some things you cant plan
after months of aggravation. peace talks and intense, uninhibited sex. ive realized i'm in love.
it isnt that ive dropped, but have found a spot im so comfortable with and its one i never wouldve guessed.
roleplay bleeding into mundane lines i havent crossed in decades.
totally wicked white hot!
he...is totally frustrating at times because in fact he's still a child. (which is.. part of the draw) and i often want to shake him til he shits....
but he totally gets me and appeciates all the xandraness i exude.
when someone drives a couple of hours to spend literal moments with you.... well. im thinking hes in love too.
we like too many of the same things and sync on so many levels its sickening. its been a constant struggle with this peter pan.
he balks again...... i'll kill him. languidly.
be jealous
thx. you can vomit now. bye
xo ~x