rant.

basically.... i miss freedom. being able to do what i wanted, anytime i chose.
im pissed about this car situation and dont quite know what to do.
ive made great strides in NOT eating other peoples shit.
but it feels like i have a mouthful right now.
i have to sell the car i just bought or by an additional one.
i still have ofelia and veronica hasnt even made an appt to get a permit.
so i already have 2 cars.
i have to wait for the title to narcissus before i can even try to sell her.
bloody fuck
do i look for another job?
or do i eat this shit fucking sandwich because i want the goddamn money this job pays.
i hate choosing money over principal. ive already lost my healthcare and have become accustomed to these paychecks and there are people depending on me.
im not trapped but im fucking pissed and questioning.