nic
i hope one day youll forgive me
for doing nothing
staying stuck
you were so young
i should have been an adult.
i am sorry for all the madness
i exposed you to.
i regret all the things i didn’t do.
the times i didn’t kiss you,
didn’t make love to you.
i wish i had hurt you on purpose,
instead of unintentionally.
i was such a fucked up mess.
so lost i couldn’t see.
i wish id gotten help sooner.
i did.
and its been 10 years since…..i hope youre happy.
i hope you found someone
who deserves you and
will make sure
that you stay laughing. always
from 7-19-11
