i wish i could purge all the emotion at once
instead of it leaking
from eyes at every turn.
ive never been more of a prisoner of my thoughts
ripping and clawing to get free is futile.
it has me
this knowing
this obsession
only i get it.
it eats my guts
swirls my reality.
in essence...
i think too much.
i need only relax.
breathe.
i reel myself in
away from you.
i opened my life
like a book
let you all watch and read along
piece by piece
i shut it down
take it away
remove myself.
id like to be more focused
and less concentrated.
