"all pale and misty"

its only the 4th and already im feelin those january blues.
i think more than anything its just a let down when all the anticipation of the holidays is over. xmas is such a bitch. its this massive preparation for which, inevitably, youre never really quite ready for. it never goesw over as well as you planned and is often disappointing. no new red bicycles. no shiny leather corsets.
time is such a thief.

i began the 100 days of dance, but all but the first day have been lackluster. i begin anew tomorrow.
i so need some inspiration.
something to look forward to.