"when your fears become your god...."

ive settled into 2012 with ease.
right now im trying to break an alleged addiction to grain.
of all fucking things.
the song of my life today is.......... marvin gaye - got to give it up

i am immersed in all things serious.
i hate feeling like i should be grown. and responsible;
which is something ive never been.
i hate getting fucking old.

my heart aches right now
"...the path i'll never tread..."
nuff said.


post #300!!!