finally thinking i will live through this chemo. still got my hair.
my chubby thighs and a returning sex drive!(10 days after chemo)
i should get the results of the chemo by halloween.
i am trying to take back the nite and quit feeling so old.
somedays, like im dead already.
i just want to live. enjoy and love as much as i can until i cant.
so it is my intention to return to work dec 10. cut any further chemo if this roud doesnt work and move on when its time.
ive battled demons.
overcome addictions,
toxic people,
twisted fuckers,
my own self destructive tendencies.
i think i can take a out a bit of cancer.
dont you?

