im going to a different doctor
i plan to only accept palliative care
the chemo is not curative.
theres no chance for transplant because the cancer markers
(signs of spreading) are off the charts.
no chance for removing the tumor because of the cirrohsis.
i am dying. whether i want to or not.
i shsould get to choose how.
i will choose how long i suffer and see my family sufffer.
its already taking its toll on them.
once i know its in my hands, i can rest easier.
