cant pretend that growing old never hurts

well. once again my life is unrecognizable.
my job ends wed. i ended a relationship sunday. my cell and my car took a dump the same day.
on the upside. i have a second interview tomorrow.
i didnt go to folsom. i wanted to hide away... and thats what i did.
frustrating how some people choose to be miserable. or feel sorry for themselves or curl up with their flaws. you just thought you were depressed! doesnt compare to bein alone and depressed.

all the plans i was making............*flush*
looks like a total tear down and rebuild is in order.
i'll be at least 3 days with no car. i have another phone, but its tricky learning to use it. how am i gonna make that interview without disrupting samanthas life.
and have i really spent a year here to leave with no car? its what i posted off all winter for.... sniff.