frustration

what i wouldnt give for a grey fall day. all this california sunshine depresses the hell out of me.

i'm mad at the effin world anyway. my paycheck bounced last week and still hasnt been sorted out. 2 weekends i couldve done something, but i'm broke.

i have been going to the gym but it has not calmed my need to whip the shit out of someones entire backside.
i dont have anything nice to say.