i am getting excited for folsom. I will be taking analslutalex, he wont be on leash, but i did customize a shirt so i can find him. he got it saturday~~>i dont think jan will be coming up for this. what a shame. she needs it more than me i think. i will be delving into a project with alex october 1st. i will have something to show halloween week or he will be in deep serious trouble.
i packed today. where did all the shit come from? online shopping, growth and development, bullshit ;) i remember how i was when i walked in the door. scared to tears the first night. didnt eat save a banana the first 2 days. i fell easily into my job caring for tootie and it was good to have someone to take care of and i must admit, having total control of her for months like i did.... well. i likened it to having total control of anyones life (sans sex) i monitored everything. sleep, toileting, bathing, meals.... every bite of food she ate. every sip of water, what she wore each day.. ordered food and meds. everything. and i mean god damned everything!! if i handled the funds too i would have been god!
i'm ready for whatever is next. i'm not sure what it is just yet. but i've enough in the bank to cover down 2 months. i intend to start job hunitng in 2 weeks but until then... im on the roam. ahhh! i cant wait.
i say this often...and i'll say it again. i cant wait to see what happens next.
its good to be dominaxandra!
